I thought I just wanna say goodbye,

But I really want you to be mine,

But then again I cannot have you,

I’ll just keep dreaming about you.

Now I realized, damn! I am missing you so much.

Hatest thing ever: Hurt someone important to you.

Maybe I should stay
Maybe I should go away
But my heart wants to stay
To be hurt has nothing to say

When I can say anything to you without thinking, no doubt I trust you completely.

Whatever I feel, I just smile to hide the pain I’m having inside.

Am I really becoming like them? I don’t want to. Please someone tell me.

I really miss the way it used to be but I admit, even I cannot guarantee that I can be the same as before.

Always…

You know what’s worse? I feel like it became a part of me that’s hard to get rid of.

“‘Coz true love is once in a lifetime”

I thought I already met the one
I wished it was for a lifetime
I was happy to be with you all the time
But you crashed everything I had in mind

But I still can’t let go
To the “treasures” you gave me though
I want to leave them to you
I want to be free from you

Now I am stuck
To the place of darkness
To the place where only you
Is the one I see